Carolina's Secret

I'm officially taken <3! It's lightening my days, putting sparkles in my eyes and giving my heart a second chance.

Love is the closest thing we have to magic. I love you baby!

8 years have passed since September 11th... It's been kind of a sad nostalgic day... My thoughts are with the families.

Ps: take a look at veloursrouge community! It worths it ;).

Again, I fell in love with another icon community: 77_vintage. I suggest you to join this beautiful artsy community! You won't regret it!!!!

If you want BEAUTIFUL ICONS, I suggest you to join miugraphics community! I totally fell in love with this community. The icons are just too pretty for your eyes!

Long time no post, but back to school has been quite hard for me this semester.

First of all, I tired and sleepy most of the time. Lack of energy... and dynamism. No motivation for anything, no more projects... it's quite boring. They "shut down" the falcuty's journal, because there was not enough journalists and... readers. It got me mad. I was soooo happy to have my fashion and cultural articles published once a week. I loved sharing my passion [fashion, cinema, music, theatre, exhibitions, etc.] with other people.

Also, the courses' subjects are interesting... but teachers are boring. They're bored with teaching and it shows.

Well, no more inspiration today... I feel somewhat empty.

Oh my God,
it's been a while since I've posted anything here. Christmas' Holidays have been hard. So hard that I ended up spending 3 amazing days (what a sarcasm) at the hospital.

Now back home (and back on LJ), I've just found a post dedicated to Tony Duran's work, a photographer that I immediately fell in love with. Just wanted to share some of his work here.

Enjoy, just as much as I do!

Brad Pitt


Charlize Theron




Fashion


credits

I'm kind off pissed off 'cause I've been refused to join several LJ communities 'cause I've been accused of being pro-anorexic or pro-eating disorder.

The facts are YES I do have weight issues, but I'm not pro-ana 'cause all I really want is to get rid of these issues obsessing me 24 hours on 24. And YES I am [kinda] obsessed with models and fashion, but not in a "thinspiration way". And I'm not looking for any kind of thinspiration on the internet or anyone to encourage me in losing weight or to give me tricks to eat less or whatever.

BUT I do respect those who need those pro-ana websites to help them go through a hard time in their lives. If they have to go though an eating disorder, it's because life wants [and will] to make them learn something from it. We all learn from experiences life makes us go through, whether they are good or not, hard or easy, weird or casual.

Like Kurt Cobain said, "peace, love empathy".

My journal is quite ugly, as you can see. I really don't know how to install a layout and I'm sick of this plain white wannabe-vintage-paper-like page. Anybody willing to help?

I'm somewhat exhausted. I feel like all the hard work I had done through the years has been ruined by them. I'm sick of people being all the time all about my physical appearance. I have a SOUL after all! They'll say I'm pretty, but I won't believe them. I'm just fat. The perfection I had such a hard time to reach is gone with the wind. Gone with my trust.

I feel like I'm not special anymore. I'm not the one the other girls kinda admire because I looked like I had no weight issue -what a joke, if only they knew- and because I looked so strong-willed . I know the major problem I have is that I always wanted attention. Maybe I have to put the blame on my histrionic personality.